Lyrics

There’s a me on the outside
Whose job is conceal
So that you don’t see what I hide
So you don’t see what’s real

But the me on the inside
Has been fighting on fields
Soaked in the blood of the lost life
Spent fighting these fears

There it goes again
There it goes again

There it goes again my sanity
And I can’t defend serenity
And I get that is just my brain chemistry
But I can’t find the cure for it

Used to be on the outside
Living life without fear
Now I just sit in this house of regret
Boards on the windows
Hoping no one gets near

There I go again
There it goes again

There it goes again my sanity
And I can’t defend serenity
And I get that is just my brain chemistry
But I can’t find the cure for it

Wearing the boards out on the floor
Pacing around begging for more
Steal sideways glances at the door
Maybe tomorrow, maybe I’ll go
Why can’t I get out of here

There it goes again my sanity

There it goes again my sanity
And I can’t defend serenity
And I get that is just my brain chemistry
But I can’t find the cure for it
No I can’t find the cure for it